Family

You may have noticed that I really havn't mentioned my family beyond my mother's disapproval of my choice of career. This is because I have mixed emotions about my family. My dad is mostly great and my little sister is a pain in my ass, but it is differen with my mom. There is no in between. We are either happy in each others company or she is making me feel like crap. Mostly the latter. I know what you are thinking. "oh, more typical teenage angst". That's not it at all. I want her to be proud of me. I try to do everything right but I never can. I'm never good enough. I just want her to see me. Me, and not the person she wants me to be. I can't be good enough for her. Please, just see me.